I start, but I begin to faulter
catching myself on cliffs of wind chapped lips
gnawing uncertainty with white spears
(oh native tongue)
what's spinning you?
The bastard child that thinks I'm a yo-yo.
I begin again, only to fall into
the same too big for you shoes, same glazed (aspartame laced) over smile,
and you. you are... a loss of anything to say
(lost in the silence, i call)
I wander through cloud parties and sun happenings
flying to the fro
ever backwards, ever forward on tippy toes
here is where, here is where
so much for wishful thinking. and wishes, wishes on every ____,
every _____, every time. you can get what you never really should have wanted.
And when he said no, it meant more. And when she said stop, it meant yes.
There is a day when. Whenever when.
I want to peel my gums back and bleed my teeth out of my mouth. Enconsced between a tremor and a scream, I want to weave you little figures in my hair and perform a reenactment of a collision,
of a thunder crash crash.
Just so you know, you know?
here is where we fall
Oh the way your words shine bright in my ears, mellifluous melodies playing hard against my skin, your mouth instruments blur love into something beautiful. (Something worth keeping, something worth breaking)
You will care? You will dismiss?
I'm in love with your accidental smile and your car crash laugh; we're heading for the emergency room.
I don't want to rain rain down my fire hydrant eyes down on you.
Hang over hips dizzy you into shoes. Place your feet right; you'll win.
You. Spinning me haphazardly, with sporadic rests of sunshine and pretty cloud faces so I can catch my breath and smile.